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Name: JESS
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Bay Area
Birthday: 8/19/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: MAKIN' FLOWS (--it's what i'm passionate about--), eatin', sleepin', adding meaning to my life, paperchasin', partying & clubbin', shopping haha, the homies, music, meeting interesting people


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Member Since: 5/21/2005

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Friday, June 10, 2005

Currently Watching
Aqua Teen Hunger Force - The First Three Volumes
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yeah, so i've been shopping lately...a lot. heh heh SO BAD =P o well

so hmmm it seems that particular types of guys are getting more & more Stupid these days. or is it just me? maybe me it's me, but i highly doubt it. i've experienced so much in the span of these last 2 months that make me really really really doubt the intelligence of certain members of the male species... no, i'm not naming names.

those Dumbasses... the sad thing is that they are absolutely oblivious as to exactly how much brain they lack--let alone if they know they lack brain in the first place--the poor dunces. those people should be shipped off to some unknown & faraway planet where they wouldn't be able to mate with us mentally capable females. & us mentally capable females wouldn't have to look so hard to find the right men for us because they would be sitting in plain sight right in front of our eyes on a daily, if not hourly, basis.

damn i could write a whooollleee fuckin' paper on this. BLA, would that help though, really? =/

anyways, random thoughts...:

i'm sorry, Apples & Oranges. you're Cool. =)

haha that lyin'ass dick has a girlfriend. i feel sorry for his female.   ...if she is, in fact, a female. heh heh =X o well lalaalallaal hehe *cough* //DICK SUCKER//

wsup with that cuban & that mexican puerto rican? lol haha

lou's bday party is at ibiza tonight. i need a fit.

i'ma craft some lines when i wake up. it's 6.21 a.m. & i haven't slept. stupid Insomnia. die die die

gMorn.


Monday, June 06, 2005

get THIS: Make Her Feel Good by Teairra Marie

do i have to tell a nigga how to touch me
do i have to tell a nigga how to hold me
do i have to tell a nigga when to call me
do i have to tell a nigga i'm lonely
do i have to feel wrong
when it ain't strong
keep my mouth closed
(huh huh huh)
can't a girl from the hood find a homie
that ain't just tryna hang around me

do i have to show a nigga i'm a woman
do i have to apologize fo my emotions
do i have to tell a nigga what to say to me
every time he wanna get next to me
do i have to set a full cat black case?
stroke his ego
(mm girl, no)
can't a chick from the hood find a homie
that wanna do more than spend money on me

yeah...where are all the Good dudes these days? haha

i'm probably changing to Verizon soon--getting the LG vx8000. so Cute =) RAWR

yay =P heh heh so Summer is here. it means starting my workouts (haha, i hope), tanning, & tons & tons of SHOPPING. i've been going out hella much every night after work.. so bad...

lemme kick a lil something fo ya ass right now...

ditch that mentality of thinkin' you all that & more / cuz really, in my mind, you nothin' more than a whore on sale at a dollar store / always tryna please heads left & right / going to girlie's cribs sayin' can i spend the night? / you think it's right well think again bitch please / snoop said get down on both of your fuckin' ashyass knees / cuz cappin' on you like this for me is a breeze / but you just standin' there, gasping for air & it's hard for you to breathe / here, here go your inhaler cuz i'm nice / but if you slip again then i'll snatch away ya life & that ice / make you so scared you prayin' to christ / & goin' to ya kitchen & grabbin' ya sharpest knife / but you don't realize that i ain't no thug tryna be violent like them other guys / my lyrical flows are the demons that'll kill you softly / you bout to be hella scared, stayin' up all night, drinkin' hella coffee / biiiaatttccchhh haha

yeeaaaaa i stay droppin' that hot shit on the spot =D heh heh

gotta go shower now. i smell Stinky, yeah, with that capital S, biatch.


Monday, May 30, 2005

Currently Playing
Now U Know
By Frontline
i gotcha ft. balance & richie rich
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seeing matt again last night made me realize that i've been dating all the wrong guys; all these Self-Concerned, Dickish, Inconsiderate, Shallow guys i've been dating...ughhh yeah i need to STOP

need to stop dating frisco cats... they're all the same & hella not my type. east bay guys, man, they're more real & down. thas what i need in my life.

NOT THESE GAYASS FUCKERSSSSSS.

you say this & that / makin' all these promises / lookin' at me straight in the eye without even a bat / & for a second or two i believe what you say / cuz being real thas the way of the bay / but later on i realize / damn i got played, you just like them other guys / flashin' your wallet thinkin' it's gon' win you love & affection / but as soon as we chill it's all about the bed & your erection / when you gonna see that life is deeper than what meets the eye / & to prove yourself worthy you can depend on more than just a lie / you sugarball cream puff / i see right through you like an unskilled poker bluff / so don't come round here sayin' that you like & miss me / & all you can think about is the way you used to kiss me / cuz on the real you ain't worth my time / & i hope you can tell cuza the way i spit line after line / leave me alone like solitaire / & shit, if this makes you wanna cry why the fuck would i care?

that was dedicated to a certain UNspecial someone. iono why the hell i spent so much time & affection on someone so emotionally shallow & cold.



anyways, i just saw the commercial that mos def did for envoy denalis--which rappers aren't giving into hip hop's commodification nowadays?
...what a shame

ergh argh rawr lol i'm in a fucked up state of mind right now.

going shopping at great mall on wednesday with that one asian queer haha i'm excited!
--> new phone (hopefully!) ...my shit is hella trippin' right now
--> d.e.m.o hehe
--> fine fellas in milpitas ....rrrawwrrrr heh heh =P
--> buy george his $80 exhaust set thingie =/ that gayass

gotta go. Busy.


Friday, May 27, 2005

Currently Watching
Assault on Precinct 13 (Widescreen Edition)
By Laurence Fishburne, Ethan Hawke
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some people don't know what Being Real is all about... i think those people need to Grow The Fuck Up.

how could you have done that? you hella don't deserve this.

Steven: you smell like roses. & lavender ...& potpourri        =) thanks

Chris: she probably has it taped under her desk with a spout       hahaha LOL

Plans for tomorrow:
--> wake up around noon (let's cross our fingers that i can wake up... haha)
--> take a shower, try to get out the house by 2 p.m.
--> sell my 15 textbooks back to the sfsu bookstore (cha-CHING wtf IS IT heh heh)
--> take the muni downtown & go shopping 'til 7 p.m.  =)
--> take the muni back to my place, get ready for the club
--> party my ass off at la terra watching KEAK perform 'til 2 a.m. AHA YEEEAAAhhh

my day is SET =) tomorrow is gonna be crackin' like paint on the walls =P

just wanna be in a state of peace / locate my innersoul, nourish it & release / wanna dig deep in my history & correct all the wrongs / wanna discover the soundtrack of my life & recollect all the songs / i feel like i've strayed cuz i'm surrounded by great amounts of negativity / trickasses & lil' shits, you tryna get the best of me? / i wanna tune out the noise & develop the purity / feed the hunger in my life & broaden perspectives, ya see? / when i was little optimism filled my heart & soul / i thought everything was gonna be serene 'til i was on my death bed, hella old / but growin' up taught me that many haters exist / they talk shit behind ya back, turn around & give ya a kiss / shit what the world needs to do is work on being real / instead of being on the constant lurk for money & focusin' so much on sex appeal / we need to concentrate on the love so i don't go crazy y'all / cuz i'm scared when all the real people are gone on who am i gonna call?  ...

yeah...i was pourin' out my shit with that flow, y'all haha

that's IT for tonight. can't wait 'til tomorrow--SHOPPING =)


Thursday, May 26, 2005

Currently Playing
Turning Point
By Mario
Boom
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Major knowledge-kickin' Session...

Jess:
you're yuck.
Steven: so what are you?
Jess: yum.
Steven: no, you're yam.
Jess: what's yam?
Steven: a sweet potato.

The Future of pickup lines...
Steven:
"heyy, you're yuck"

I'll drop a flow Later On today.



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